EP126 – Creative Flow Ft Saabirah Lawrence | Tag Me In Podcast

EP126 – Creative Flow Ft Saabirah Lawrence | Tag Me In Podcast


back again with another episode you are
joined with your host Anton and also Allah and today we’ve got an amazing
guest I’m not gonna reveal the guest name just yet
but she’s an amazing woman I’ve seen on Instagram doing amazing stuff a number
of stuff that’s kind of inspirational to me as a man and it’s just so reflective
this how him powerful like or how powerful this woman is in terms of her
creativity and what she does she’s known as a blogger she also does many other
stuff and if you do follow her on Instagram you will see that she’s very
very very active right and Instagram which is like like empowerment like for
women women but I know the quotes are quite general the images I use I like
black women and the theme is yellow because it’s bright and it’s and yeah I
just started that because I wouldn’t another space that was like something
inspiring and just encouraging and you know so I created that space and I did
really know like what kind of impact I would have like the quotes and messaged
me and be like oh yeah I forgot to say but this has been really inspirational I
might tell me like I didn’t even care what the fact that the person sorry and
then was meant to say something whatever meant it was gonna say something then
didn’t and then later on was it like the fact that you even came back yeah extra
moles a 250 on that is crazy I’m really try you know it’s been a bit
quiet lately every single day it was every day and then I’ll be like there’ll
be a day where I’m I don’t know what to write and then it kind of sits there and
I’m like so I’m getting this feeling that you’re very creative yeah have you
always been crave I guess I didn’t really know what it meant to be creative
so it’s a bit like I’m struggling how could they make yeah but I also know
that I’m strong in every areas but how do I figure out what areas oh those are
so that back in school when it was time for English the creative write inside I
was like go away write story easy now I love that part be here you do it it’s
great when it comes everything out huh yeah so I’ve kind of always known but
I’ve just not known what to do with it or how to even after school no cuz after
school I was like oh I’m gonna go into health care and was animal is gonna be a
midwife and I was like I just find the body and just how everything works so
interesting and yeah that was my goal and then after a while I’ll just be like
I’m a very impatient person I could have a woman who’s coming to myself a bit
more and then maybe that’s a rule for me by the time I was like yeah my mom was like yeah science have you as a midwife
and then I could even it was just for me to be able to see them as a midwife I’m
glad she said that because then it was it took the pressure off
but yeah so generally I was like health care-related I was like I knew wasn’t
give me children from after like when you do like okay they put you in
placement you go in nurseries and I would just say like it was alright after a while that
you get used to it because I was in like four or five different nurseries at some
time so is like you get used to it like just wipe that mess off there this kids
screaming in background all right we’re just gonna leave them and then sign the
things you’d see is where you’re like I just don’t think it’s for me this whole
journey of blogging would you write before that no that was
that’s what’s interesting to me is how it kind of just came out nowhere like
I’ve always been quite opinionated and had views on certain things but never
really knew what to do with that so it was during the time with that black
lives matter was coming up and I was that have so much to say what do I do
I’m not gonna film myself like please retaliate in injustice and racism and
then people would read it and I’m like you really read it what I’m saying okay
because you would see people like these important people like Malcolm X and all
these people who sound so articulate and know what they’re saying and I’m just
like I don’t think I know I’m saying made sense to myself and it was just a
sense of relief okay I’ve said my piece so what was that full process of like
writing a blog online was it kind of other people can read it or was it just
more of a therapy so it was differently a framing and also just to be like just
to say I’ve done it just to be able to say i voice my opinion on that
conversation aku’s and it’s like even one side of the
offer is something you didn’t think I really you know I’m tired of like seeing
what other people are writing and just thinking nah it doesn’t relate to how I
feel yeah and it doesn’t really make sense and they see we read that way or
this way so I thought let me just write about it and put out there did anything
much of it and then for like I finger was like the first year or two I never
shared on social media so it was that she like it would go out and it might
send to swim by the time and Twitter for them and small anyway so yeah I was
paying attention so in my family I don’t think they really knew what was
happening anyway so then after like year or to another post never uilt so it was
oh so when it was race and then I was just like everything’s happening at once anything and everything I was passionate
and then after world wasn’t looking at yeah looked around
Oh so there’s lifestyle there’s food there’s all this stuff and then one
summer but other stuff is like that all happened so fast and then second year
ish I was like what is that down to progress or just yeah after some time
freaking out what it was that was okay scrap everything else was thick my race
kind of started talking about natural hair so okay that’s a good place to go
and it made sense with race and women naturally
the black experience as a woman and all that yeah and then yeah so I kind of
made that transition into like okay these are the areas that I want to focus
on yeah and it became clearer because like I’m just glad some of those post
upon because and then you’d read the writing also your education of it
because I guess very much my opinion after a while the post I’d done a really
good I’ve got a really good response were the ones where did my research so I
would think in this person I said they saw the reason why this has happened
it’s because of this and then those are do well because it’s a well balanced anyone so I think after what was just
that progression of understanding what people want to see and why is it
important for you to just ran in this space and not bring other people in also
in terms of oh this or any interest in maybe someone else hasn’t seen it so put
it in there yeah so it was definitely a bit of like that first was definitely
running go off on a tangent when we just speak on topics and yeah but I think
when we really got into it it became that aspect of doing our research before
talking yeah sharing opinions and then even now on certain episodes we’ve both
looked back and certain episode been like I said two years ago so don’t need
to listen to any past episodes everything is that process of you have
to learn and I think we all you see that a finished product so we don’t actually
see that part ways like the rains terrible there were so many spreading
errors but you’d look I’d look at some other blog post something like this is
literally that’s the what now you don’t know about my journey i before
e off the scene I was all you what I did was just edit a lot of the post and
change things and make sure it made sense and if my viewpoints change let’s
do update very interesting when people go back in update it shows that element
of this is their opinion and somehow along the line they managed to find a
new piece of information or they revile you ate it and it be like well date year
2019 this is how I feel yeah whoa they actually change from these extreme
viewpoints yes and I reference the fact that when I started the natural hair
journey my views on hair in general for black women was so different to us today
and now for it’s important to reference that because it’s like just pop out on
was just like yeah natural hair is the best like it wasn’t that kind of thing
and I don’t figure be realistic to just say I’ve always fought that way or just
like skim past the journey so I did include that part of the fact of like I
didn’t know what I was doing or how I felt about here in general so yeah this
was me my infancy yeah when I had limited awareness this has been my
journey and me through my growth and you can see it in the right in in our
podcast and I look at you your people love watching
the journey is rules to be like yeah this is where science and clearly looks
so much more different now but people like seeing that Jenny can actually say
I’ve been here from the beginning or I’ve seen this and it’s like oh okay so
you see me win the day one yeah so like this whole creativity aspect of you you
star in a blog it was kind of being I guess born out of you wanting to share
ran your piece yeah yeah yeah and then slowly became this structural feeling
where he was doing it on a more regular basis yeah and then eventually would you
say it became like a lifestyle yeah pretty much are you like now itching you
know I think all the time I just is interesting no actually no it down and
in a lot of time I come back to it anyway and just random idea I’ve had was
I’m like way to work how do I make it interesting what do I say or like what
is someone gonna take away from this so yeah it’s definitely more so something I
think about all the time difficult because you just going back yeah now
you’re refining it because you know there’s an audience yeah can I deliver
to them what is good time is one of those things like how we song the invest
their time into reading your article what are you gonna give them what’s the
value yeah you’re right yes especially recently probably like a year ago
someone commented on like the fact they like the structure of my own blog posts
and I was like okay no it’s so I made a note of that mentally and also looking
at my book person that okay someone has told me they like the fact that it makes
sense and it flows so I’m like okay I’m good
continue doing that yeah and also like when it comes to like thinking of blog
posts as well I just like all the time so I don’t feel like I write in stores
like I don’t know if it’s no more or not but basic all right and I’ll leave it
and then like a week later I’ll come back to it and write but the blood
pressure you see I’ve come back to it like four times yeah so it’s like yeah
so it’s never I don’t write and then just put it out so a lot of the time
it’s like an idea it might just be the title and a few sentences and I go back
to the next day and I write it down and then I just keep going back to and so
I’m like okay I’m happy with it how open are you to like I guess your readerships
opinions like if they said I like the content but the structure and the way
it’s been written so I do move so I kind of like do what I want to do and then
arcs for the people’s responses so I’m like did you like and there’s something
some that I’m in a position where I’m like actually I think I’m okay like if I
do put out then I’m like do you want more of this or not and then people say
no I’m like you know I feel okay to let go or maybe I could just change it so I
can still do it but make it interesting I’m open I am open I feel like it’s good
to be open and get to want to change and essentially when I started it was just
for me and now I’m like there’s people read in and pay attention and I think
the sense of like you I was just doing it for me
and there wasn’t anything about anyone was reading it and now I’m like people
come to my book and read it every time I post so I’m like I see everyone who
reads it like I know who’s reading what like I really know who’s reading it but now I’m just like I didn’t know what
was doing and I love when people say I’m just yeah quite often but then now I’m
just like I’m just load you say yeah I kind of I’m just like if I prepare like
now I prepare mobile so like if I do have a moment where I’m a bit like mmm
we’ll come on you know what stop still going out and it’s okay to have this
moment where I’m a bit quiet I think it’s hard when it’s when you haven’t
write this book and you don’t have anything to go out because then just
like you’re aware of the fact that no one’s watching you or seeing what you’re
doing and you’ve got nothing to put out and it is that pressure to constantly
push content like I’m not pushing stuff out if I
don’t feel free I’m not happy with it so if if I’m in a space or iPad right it’s
working there’s nothing to come out and I’m looking at my drawers like skimming
through all these posts like can I can I make one of these work and it’s hard
because when you get a message like oh I actually look for something that isn’t give you anything when I come back best
believe you know I’m giving you sometimes is good if I’m giving you
always great but when it’s like nothing you are just sitting there like what I
wanna know is like um obviously got the creative industry you’ve got other
industries in other industries it’s a lot easier to measure and see how you
can grow in terms of not in terms of that numbers I mean like personally in
terms of your skills mm-hmm so we’ve ourselves we do loads of
podcast we practice blah blah blah how do you kind of like continuously improve
your writing and your content when do you go on that course is do you look at
videos on YouTube or is it just the case that I’m posting every week the growth
is in that there was definitely growth for me doing I think being practical and
doom we all doing is gonna give you that growth because you’re gonna come across
something that’s gonna be like oh I didn’t realize this was an issue in
thinking like I had to resolve it and things like that so there’s definitely
like growth in the process but recently I’m just like I’ve listened to a podcast
and she was wrong about things and I realized I don’t actually
Karen people tell you things you don’t like so I think you have to also put
yourself to like find resources and things is kind of hard but at the same
time especially in the creative industry is quite news everyone’s really figuring
out they go along so like the information that’s out there could be a
bit dated or it’s just a bit like oh this doesn’t really make sense for me
well this isn’t work for me and you have a lot of like information and by some
other people but it’s like I just don’t know how to apply that to myself when
they’re my audience and I think because I’ve created such a personal brand it’s
like yeah because I don’t really yeah I just kind of plug in was like on the
down yeah became more about podcast video content YouTube then again I don’t
really I think it is hard because when I
started I was watching a lot of other bloggers who are now like 10 years in
the game and then they might be doing well but it’s true like YouTube and
other areas so that blogging isn’t the main thing anymore for them but like
those are the people I’ve been watching for years like I’ve seen them doing this
moment they’re that moment where I was like reading their blogs consistently so
it’s hard sometimes to feel as if like I wouldn’t say book is like blogging is
dying or anything like that but it’s hard sometimes because it’s like people
have to take the time not to read it and then that is something that plays on my
mind quite a lot when it comes to like writing the blog posts night fair enough
I want to all this information now and be like it can’t be all these words read
it so it’s important to understand who your readers are like if they don’t mind
like I’m quite fortunate in the sense of I have readers who don’t mind a long
blog post so it’s the thing of like I’ve been able to not get away with like
writing a lot but like I century I’ve been able to write a long blog post and
people sue read it and then give me feedback I’m like okay I want to take it
for grinds down now but it’s it’s hard because you do kind of feel like you
have to make it interesting we would actually have to click the link and read
it so it’s it’s a quite a few things you have to bear in mind when you’re writing
because it’s like it’s not something you can just watch visually and for me I
enjoy reading I mean just cuz obviously the industry has kind of changed over
time when you cuz to be fair as time goes on attention span login you got
flogging you have podcasts you have YouTube there are so many different
mediums ways for people to like have their attention spread across yeah
movies TV box shows subscription like inside like there’s so much going on to
get someone’s attention to really pay Yuri retention and knowing that you’re
putting up yeah I mean sometimes I do have that battle because I’m like there
are times when I’m just a bit like I’m not sure how I’m doing like how to
measure if I’m doing well I really I’m really happy with me and it is that
balance of trying to figure out how do I get people one to even be here and then
also to read my blog post I think that’s how you supposed to like balance how
social media and I think it’s important to know we still read stuff all the time
so it might not be a blog person but you read an email or you’ll read you can
really get away with it and I think if you know your audience a bit better as
well you can actually black a look the mornings getting tired of reading a
thousand words and then I ask questions I think it’s important to ask cristen
words do you want it or should I cut it down and if people say cut it down I’m
cutting it down but if they say keep it down because like you said there
probably are people who enjoy enjoy kind of happy back and forth from the
different arguments in some things are even longer I got my articles from and
blogs from you know pocket it depends on the mood I mean sometimes I’m like no
fully sit here I’m read a 2,000 words know the information in that content as
long as the contents there but in other times I’m like just give it to me there
were times I don’t read at all and there’s other times I’m like this is a
whole day of like just reading blog posts and just getting inspiration
it’s a mood thing is it it definitely is I think definitely with
technology there’s been advances that’s enabled us to have different types of
medium yeah my hands because what I’m the only thing that you can really load
up it’s a website but like now you got the media but I feel like naturally when
you’re rain it comes from like there’s more elements of emotion if you do it
right through right video yeah because some people obviously have depends how
comfortable comfortable they are with a video mm-hmm then gonna hold back so
when your rain and if you’re right into yourself and you’re thinking about
yourself freedom in writing a lot of the time I might I can write for myself and
then go back to in black okay but if I add in some words or change things
around it’s not just me it’s also like you in words because I I have like my
own little journal I write in but there was a time where I had a blog and my
blog was literally for myself and I didn’t share with anyone by any chance
for me to this on the go or a relationship going and this little way
and it was a second reminder and I felt that I couldn’t do that on a video no I
tried this day 14 was just so much yeah and I think there is power in rain and I
feel like so for me I try and doctors Finkle to save his routine and one key
part of it is scribing which is right hmm whether it’s five minutes 10 minutes
just writing down even a to-do list yeah that whole practice of writing
something down can actually just like do your well good how are you feeling today
what are you grateful for just something is simple
could be amazing and then if you are someone that’s opinionated and you can
write that and other people you start using the right language and say you
collective and a yeah and you I guess when you’re writing now you’re thinking
about and they use random name Cassandra I do feel like I can see who I’m
speaking to which is really interesting and like
sometimes I forget how important it is to just write like you said scribe in
and I don’t do that I know and then when I do do it I’m like wow I feel so much
lighter mm-hmm like my head’s clear to do this all right down no so to you
because I have I guess similar to you and I’ve got one of those you know these
five minute journal where you write in the morning in the evening and it’s
structured that yeah you write your to-do list
hey I’m going to achieve how you feel what you’re grateful for and by just
writing I’m just like where’s mad because I’m not naturally lamb or video but doing that it’s like easier to do myself right in taking time and I think
there’s definitely power in that creative side
and be able to express how you feel yeah one thing I do when a + b at some point
dues it be a bit more expressive with my right yeah like I don’t if you’d ever
kind of move into writing stories and stuff made up I mean I didn’t join in
school this is your objective and you gotta have this character or whatever
let’s go now I’m finger I just did a world rebel
you could you know what cuz if wing is like where are you hoping to take or
with your hand with you doing so many things in my opinion which is great you
just let you know I’m enjoying this moment and I believe in everything in
terms of like I want to do it intentionally and it’s true to myself as
if I could like tomorrow write something in it’s like I wouldn’t know what to
write first of all it would have to be right all right page yeah
the journey that one I’m just embracing it and just seeing what comes with it
but like after doing a few public speaking experiences like yeah I really
wanted to really want to be in a position where I’m able to like stand in
front of someone and be like this is happening
like I just want to give I just feel like something I really I just want
unity in a position where I’m able to be like this is something I do and I’m able
to just give it to the world cuz yeah especially is like like being this
journey has meant that I was able to experience public speaking and doing
events and things of that so without being on the journey and just kind of
taken as it comes or would have known that’s something I wanted to do so
that’s part of the motivation of like I just want to try everything and then
he’s like yeah but you’ll still go figure we want to do and like come to
like a decision of something yeah for the most part I’m just like I just want
to write and just see where it takes me so when you did the the kind of public
speaking or civil things were you talking about different poetry and
spoken word that was really good and that was the first time in front of
people I think I’m crazy I’m mad I think all these things and then you just yeah
it was an experience that after as I came down oh well when I was up there I was shaking and my words are just
staring and then my crazy person is this how works I’ll
do and then again it was another experimental hope and that one was I was
more comfortable it’ll be nervous but it was easier and then I’ve done another
one where I did a workshop to like get women to make their own cream and that
was for me like the point was like yeah I want to do something where I’m able to
be like this is how you do this or some kind of like workshop based thing
because I just like I don’t feel so natural to be in a space where Mike
these women are older than me first of all and for me to be like okay this is
what we’re talking about today and then this is what we’re gonna do and did it
and I was just like after I did it I don’t think you realize what you did because it just feels like I didn’t do
anything today and then she was like you’re supposed to do it that’s just a
weird feeling like you want to do something like yeah I’m supposing but I
just I couldn’t tell you how I felt but I think I was just overwhelmed by the
fact of like this is this was good yeah like if you used to do like a workshop
let’s call it in six weeks time well I’m trying to organize in and how in the
process of writing in general really truly I don’t know it’s like
communicating that yeah what people starting off or people anyone yeah I
think it would be important to have different people in the room and in that
way it’s like okay you’re starting out this person’s a year in or four months
and it’s important to kind of get an idea of people at different stages
because I feel like it’s important in the first few years anyway of like
blogging and writing to just figure out what it is you’re doing and just
because you can’t really plan what type of right you’re gonna be or how are you
gonna talk about certain things especially someone like myself who
didn’t even know this is something I would want to do so it was really
important for me to just go with the flow and just feel it out and just
figure out okay this is an area I don’t want to talk about because I don’t know
what I’m talking about I know I’m talking about cool space in question so
two-part I guess what has been your best received post yeah and what has been
your best in terms of one that you’ve written oh I did a blog post about like fishing
during the time it was going around whether it was like white women or
recently biggest ambiguous women couple of times I don’t say anything by the
same time you can mix race this is really not often you can just pick a
choose so I was just like let me just say my piece and then leave as that and
then like the fact that people were sharing it and the people who were
sharing as well it’s like you know that was definitely the most well
received in like it’s probably a recent one because I feel like recently I’ve
really just enjoyed what I’ve been writing I think was an importance of
learning like time when it comes personal group because it’s like at the
time you just I just want to get through this after that why everybody needed
that time and already needed like five lessons for anatomy a once you kind of
needed that terrible time that’s so fun but it’s so true because that I guess
that builds character is yeah definitely those trials and tribulations that’s
what kind of build you about the future just it was just from me to like have a
space for black women about wellness really because being on your journey
understanding of who you are in every thing it’s a whole new experience is a
black person hmm like certain industries and certain movements and things like
yeah that was great and yeah we’re moving forward but the same time it’s
like it’s a whole another experience for someone who isn’t white so it’s like I
wanted to kind of pay attention to like okay some of these things might seem
basic to other people in terms of like looking
after yourself and put yourself first and things about some people might be
like I’ve always been liked that and it’s like for some based around culture and
just religion and things like that is like I don’t know how and me is well be
in the process of learning how to set boundaries and say no in yeah like all
that kind of thing I understanding to put yourself first and then not doing that
and then feeling guilty and then like all of these things that going I was
like fine I just want a space to talk about that stuff and that experience and
then bring other women into the conversation as well I didn’t really
want it to just be about me it was quite hard to go up to people and say hey I need you to be vulnerable and open yourself up to strangers it’s okay for me
to do it now that I’ve been in it for a while but it’s like I mean you can’t
really look at people and say hey so could you just share these really
deep moments with me and I’m going to post it online and people going to share it around yes it’s me basically running that space and I did start a blog
for that as well and there’s like three blog post on there
but yeah I think I just need to manage my time but I could look in that looking
ham and there’s a lot stuff I want to do yeah it’s just like making sure I have
the time and then I guess from the aspects of it just being a social
profile yeah impact we’re having like a space one like this start from the
bottom and then create a space where it’s like it’s okay to come in at any part
of your journey and understand what’s going on or figure things out so like
the first post I did for the blog was like self-care essentials mmm which is
basically just like making sure you have time for yourself and reflecting and
like there was just certain things I was just like anyone regardless of financial
situation and money and things like that all just your lifestyle if you set that
time you can do certain things and then it was like free or for what they were
which isn’t great yeah it was it was okay what is it that
I needed to kind of hear from this journey and see and then create that
into some blog posts I’m Quentin and sometimes I’m a bit like oh but my
journey is different other people when it’s like yeah but at the same time we
will start somewhere yeah so trying to make sure that space
kind of reflects any point of the stage of what you’re in a point where your
confidence is really high you’re going for these things and still impostor
syndrome comes or you’re feeling unsure about certain things I just wanted it to
be a space where it’s like it’s okay to just you know figure things out so
what’s like the biggest thing that you’ve learned looking back or one thing
if you could go back in time I think like tie myself to not hold back is
something I would have done that coupled it just said earlier on I probably said
like just let it go like do what you got to do
you gotta say because it’s important which is like it’s weird because you
kind of need to be on that journey to understand how important it is okay I
always find that right blog posts that do the like get the best response are
the ones where up like felt like I shouldn’t post write this which is
really interesting cuz it’s like I have this battle when I post it and I’m just I just need to be on that process and
just letting go and not holding myself back in that yeah so journey isn’t it
yeah yeah by the way there are people like that don’t get me wrong
oh yeah there and I had a dodgy stomach and this happen anyway zero inhibitions they taught you
everything I don’t know one thing that I feel is so boring is that whole
self-care you kind of picked out two things which is giving yourself time so
taking out your time and doing right by you breathing stop in whether that’s Oh
drawing a picture wherever it may be making that time but also setting up
boundaries and say no to things yeah I think that’s a powerful one so because I
find that a lot of times we try and please people or try and do right we
wouldn’t be perceived in a certain way yeah a lot of times we sacrifice our own
being in that sense of like saying no yeah and you know if you say no you kind
of say no to yourself it is that or if you say yes or someone say no to
yourself and it’s like why would you do that in our hallways a journey yes so
like self-care is defi afina so so many levels I think for me like going on this
journey I was like everyone okay and you can’t filter what you have to deal with
so it’s like okay today the listen is someone’s come with
this issue how do you set that round you’re saying look I can’t deal with
that today wow this happening and that happened at
the same time and there’s somebody gets cut and it’s like hold on I’m supposed
to deal with this one issue when everything but it really doesn’t
comment you when you kind of need it too yeah but yeah I guess there’s this thing
you know what this bangs and it’s like you can’t pull from méxico be able to
say no you’re good you got yours you can get upset cuz I haven’t given in to you
this time but I need to look out for myself that’s very saying or say no and full stop that was such a hard thing because you know your parents no full
stop it’s murder its dead You are the full stop even say no but I feel like that
relation you know this is where now but I feel like once you have that I
don’t relationship you have to say no yeah and it’s always that way because
it’s really difficult and it’s quite scary as well to be an imposition when
you’re like okay I’m gonna take on this task of saying you know when I want to
say no and then realizing when you actually put the ends of practices like
if I say no I can’t I have to like turn my phone off I think that comes from a
place where people are so used to you saying yeah yeah gonna be there so the
one time I’m not there that’s when you want to make a big hoo-ha about difficult to be honest conversation so I
was speaking there was a situation where basically I said to someone I couldn’t
make whatever it was there and at the time I was in my own head so I wasn’t
really thinking and I don’t really like to do the thing where I message people
often so I sent that message and I’m speaking to my sister I responded my
sister was like what did you say so told and she was like yeah you
sounded really cold well why all that did was say I couldn’t
calm and she was like no but you didn’t say sorry you didn’t explain and I was
like oh and then I had to like realize that I can’t you can’t really treat
people the same way like everyone you can treat everyone the same and everyone
has different needs so it’s where’s one person I said I can’t make it there and
someone else is like why oh what’s wrong where was the apology at least
made me think okay I can’t just treat people how I think is acceptable to be
treated and everyone is different in yeah listen I was like cuz I was just me
like yeah I’m just calling just laid-back and then she was like no
you’re just cold okay bye that’s more of a reflection of
yourself and they said I feel like people always
gonna place a label on you like look this is me but I’m open to change
like like different with other people based on that what they’re pretty much
released everything there’s apologetic language people are receptive to
different ways I’m done this sounds good yeah for some reason
memes only or seasons come about to show about it I don’t know just a few things
about like what is it about her like like what did she do that person it’s
interesting to think oh just the time that you’re born it’s quite interesting
yeah I guess you have to treat everyone different yeah me I just take
information a pinch of salt like I’m not going to room and say well everyone told
me these men from this school this horoscope is terrible someone that avoid
them by me was like I’m just interested what’s happening over there stay away
from school okay yeah you just got you take a pinch
of salt like I wouldn’t live by star signs and everything like it’s all like
related to you I guess you could say so join inner life just experience it learn
from it take time man yeah take one for me and then five times and then
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